With Ryan’s attack anniversary coming up this weekend (November 7), I battle with sadness and anger at a higher intensity. Hell, often at the same time. For me, I cope and respond better with anger. Hence, the theme of today’s post: Pissed-Off. “Justice delayed is… justice denied”. True, yes, in some regards. It’s a catchy […]
Five Years
For the most part, I really don’t know what to say about how I’m feeling. Even if I did, how is it possible for me to articulate? I’ll try anyhow. Before I do, the most important thing must be addressed first. Namely, you. You and all the others who are “Team Diviney”. Where would Ryan […]
November 2014: Five Things Happening
Again, I apologize for not being as regular in my writing. I’m really struggling emotionally… have been for a while, actually. There’s just something about the yearly anniversary of Ryan’s attack that touches me at the deepest level. It hurts… badly. Each year it feels like it digs in a little more. Still, I owe […]
4½ Years
For most today is a run-of-the-mill Wednesday. A typical “hump day” that is so ordinary that it will be forgotten by almost everyone the instant tomorrow arrives. That’s not the case for me. Certainly not so for Ryan. It just so happens that this Wednesday — today — marks exactly 4½ years since Ryan was […]
Four Years Ago: I Lost My Hero
by Kari Diviney I Lost My World. Four years ago today I lost my hero. I lost the one I looked up to since I was born. I lost my protector, my world, my everything. I lost my big brother. Yes he is still alive, but it’s not Ryan anymore… it’s everything Ryan was, and […]